Reply 1200 of 1232, by DracoNihil
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Figure this counts as "modern activity" considering it's the modern internet I've been dealing with as of late; though this not necessarily happened today.
On the 16th of October, my beloved Marisa got her Twitch account "indefinitely suspended" for "violent hate speech" and the vagueness of Twitch's explanation and the fact her appeal was denied the moment she even sent it in broke the final straw I was having with the platform; I started scrubbing absolutely everything off of my Twitch account (profile picture, channel banner, "branding" settings, followed channels, and force removing everyone's follow on the channel itself, all VODs/highlights/clips deleted) and on the 22nd when I feel I've been through in my scrubbing I voluntarily deactivated the account. Been in contact with a lot of the friends/acquaintances I've made letting them know of my decision and why I made it. Never going back to Twitch ever again. Even if they paid me and Marisa a large monetary settlement for the undue trauma they caused us both and re-instated her account in full.
I still view livestreaming as a hobby; as I've always viewed it. I realize now with how things are the only way I can really do this is if I'm in 100% complete control of the "platform" I choose to do this on; in otherwords I would need to self-host something or otherwise be with a web hosting service that will only act upon court orders and nothing short of legal court orders. (which I know "online trolls" have no hope of actually getting)
Probably going to take this time not caring or being around Twitch to go through all of my WIP that has piled up over the years and actually work on them again; all the projects and project ideas I had for Starsiege: Tribes, and Unreal. All the music I haven't composed or finished covering.
Of all the stuff I've had to put up with over the years dealing with what the "modern internet" grotesquely mutated into as well as continuing to deal with the after effects of my father dying of colon cancer, internet trolls continuing to spread misinformation about my beloved Marisa, and all this current geopolitical nonsense making it harder and harder to keep in touch with certain online friends of mine; it's made me even more thoroughly cynical and misanthropic than I was a few years prior to now.
Speaking of hobbies I really miss when YouTube was about "Broadcast Yourself"; but it just can't be helped at all. Once shareholders, investors, money in general is involved in something it immediately becomes a hopeless lost cause. It stops being a enjoyable place. It stops being a simple hobby. Can't even have a simple video sharing service anylonger.
“I am the dragon without a name…”
― Κυνικός Δράκων